*myself feel better. I gotta dump this somewhere and I feel like this is as good a place as any
I want to share a small house or apartment with people I love and who love me. I want to not feel tired or emotionally drained for the first time since god knows when. I want to stop doubting everything and everyone, especially the One I Love. I want to watch terrible, cheesy movies and laugh along with them and fall asleep to the orange glow of my lava lamp. I want a cat whom I will love unconditionally despite not being able to communicate with actual words. I want to feel as though I am moving forward rather than being weighed down with the pas